Social Psychology

today, aku da habis jawab social psycho paper! i manage to get 2 hours of sleep before the paper because i cant sleep! bukan sebab study ke ape, sebab makan ginkgo. so people, jangan makan overdose. mmg xboleh tido. badan lenguh-lenguh. nak tgk Project Runway then tido.

but 1 thing bothers me a lot.

i tend to see my friends are departing. like the circle is no longer a circle. it is like everywhere. maybe physical distance deter our encounter. its true. when we don't see someone as often as we did before, we most likely to focus on the thing that is in front of us rather than the thing that is far away from our eyes. so, aku tak nak la salahkan anyone in this matter. its just i miss u guys.

i miss her. baru jumpa break hari tu. tapi tak puas. ada rezeki jumpa lagi.

budak egypt. belajar kat Alexandria. we rarely talk now.;[

but so far, girls kt KL still in my heart. u know who u are.

but hey, i met new friends who become closer to me. everyone can see that each one of us are making new friends at our institution. bagus la kan. tak kan la nak be friends with the same people. since ur bestfriend is not there with u. damn lonely then. i miss both of u damn much. especially Khairul Anwar. sorry that i forgot ur birthday. i hope we can still talk like we use to talk and i am so proud of Intan Ezzety for such epiphany.

M M? NOT.

mtc 038

well well well. free2 habis 15 markah.-issue- punya la stay up smpai pukul 2.30-3 pagi. -rajin?aku pun nak buat statement jugak- dgn Nasa and Haikal. sebab final exam. and first paper 038. paper mr ikmal n madam bai. bukak2 je question 4. part B. blueggkhh! pening. takut. gentar. 15 marks. xtau nak cakap pe. teringat paper add maths kejap. sbb add maths teruk sangat. mtc 038, part B, question 4. nostalgic.....

beserah je la.....

so afta that. nak menyedapkan hati. paksa Wawa g Secret Recipe. of course ade Zack, Alia and Qissy. Sara ngn Farim mane2 tah. makan CARROT CAKE. -paham x carrot cake sedap?- nafsu buas. its been a while xlepak ngn the girls. especially Qissy. so we talked and laugh smpai lupa kesedihan 038. like semua xdpt jwb same question. Qissy melayan cerita Zack. high end la ape la. kesah aku. hahaha. Wawa ngn Alia beborak ngn aku. mmg best melayan diorg. awww. Miss u girls already. ohh. Wawa order choc cheese kot. Zack choc brownie. and makan tomyam. aku pow zack. tomyam noodle die. so xpayah lunch hari ni. kan da jimat. and then kitorg pergi Giant. Zack beli hape tah. Wawa pun same. canned food. sangat makanan bujang. And aku beli peanut butter with grape. finally. punya la desak Nasa suruh belanja. last sekali kene beli sendiri. hahahaha.

so now. dekat dalam bilik. nak tidur. tapi nak borak ngn Nasa. tapi die tgh tgk Fist of the North Star. tah anime pe tah. nnt aku lyn la tu. nnt. hidup mmg xpernah puas berborak. nak buat laundry petang ni.

F U :DD

not again....

nasa is back. i never realized i missed him that bad. (well qayyum, he's your roommate). whatever. its 4 o' clock. i want to sleep. but i cant. i had fun with doodle tonight. it went well. but i was disturb by the thoughts that my final exam is next week. so i did a little revision. after i finished my revision, i revise my very lovely favorite tv series! Betty. i managed to stream until episode 13th, season 4. n yess. i love betty so much.

every time i watched betty, i got inspired. her character is so inspiring!;] tells you to be positive no matter what happens to you. i enjoyed it. that particular episode is about blogging. what we read now is that people blog about their feelings. hatred the most.happiness too. what the writer-Ugly Betty wants to tell is that blogging helps you voice out.not all of us own a magazine or newspaper or tv company. so blog voice the owners vioce. it is not wrong to voice out your anger, i mean i did that too. but it is more cool,personal opinion, if we blog about something positive! i'm not saying that i wont write-hate anyone. but i hope i wont "tell" much. hahaha. dream on. this post is just a simple review for betty. hahaha.

so, tomorrow, my dear friend Arif will conduct a class at 8 AM. i don't know why the time is so perfect. i can't sleep now. how the hell am i suppose to wake up as early as 8 AM tomorrow?! not funny. he'll be teaching 038. that is our first paper for the upcoming exam. blughh.

and yes. i want to tell more about my aim for this 3-months of holiday. not exactly 3 months. i want to work. a part time job. i fill up few form at Pavilion, KL. if i ever get a job there, i have to take public transport. regret. yet, i don't want to work somewhere around my house. i used to work at Dunkin Donut. i get a lot fatter working there. its not fun to see donuts, sandwiches and coffee in front of your eyes for free! working there, you have to eat or you'll regret.

with that dream of part time job. i hope i can save as much as i can. because... i want my own car. a CLK would be fine. Cute Little Kancil/Kelisa. any would do. haha. imagine me in a kancil/kelisa. that will be like so hot! hahaha.

and not to forget. my dream body. i want a six-packs. badly. right now, i'm in the middle. i don't think i am that fat nor that skinny. middle means flabby. thats what Kay called me. what i have to do now is;
1) work my ass in the gym

wish me all the best!

F U

i miss Sulaiman Marsom, Zaleha Abdullah, Reni Diana, Johan Iskandar(not much), My nieces,Izzati Faiqah, Khairul Anwar, Hafizah Azra, Fadhly Zamry, Ashrul Afham, Anis Mustapha, Reynaldo William, Amirul Asri, Hanis Ali, Dewi Shafikah, Maisara Mustaffa, Lyana Zarrel. Najwa Ismail too!

much

you know how it feels when your friend is happy and you are not? you dig deep into your heart but still... no answer what is that feeling? jealousy? betrayed? i think i got an ISSUE! i'm lonely. my friend must think that it is funny to hear this from me. but hey, yes, i want someone, someone you can lean on when you're in deep trouble. right now, i have my friends. they love me. they care for me. they even breastfed me if i want. but they got their own shit. their own life. i don't want to bother them with my i-can-actually-solve-this-thing-on-my-own story. maybe i don't really need a girlfriend. its a rush. i hate being in a relationship. its the thing that i hate-love. in a relationship, you have to give commitment. its a new thing that i have to learn, adapt and develop. hard work.

i'm writing this post because i was inspired by Ugly Betty. Betty is about saying goodbye.

first thing first, betty. that 11th episode of season 4 is about saying goodbye and start all over again. she had to say goodbye to matt as he wants to help african's. so wahtever. what i actually see in that episode is that, i have to say goodbye to the things that is leaving me. so, goodbye. watching betty saying goodbye to matt really ease my pain. so, saying goodbye is a good way to move forward. so yes, i want to move forward. i don't want to stuck in this mud. i have aim, goal and ambition. i am young. lets not waste my shiny youth moment. LOL. so i should say goodbye to anything that holds me and start over a new page. what is that new page?

a car! a part-time job... and a lean & fit body before my 3rd semester. wish me all the best.

bokkk ehhh :DD