Monday, February 21, 2011

saya akan mati suatu hari nanti

mati itu pasti

why do you feel sad when you can be happy? you're not dead. so move on. im single because God is writing me the best love story. 3 quotes that shaked my day. i need to rejuvenate. to feel fresh again. i have got to shake all this messed up idea of how sad i am right now. being thankful is one of the ways. i need to discover new or if its not new, old but not regularly practiced view that helps me when im down. alternative ways help only for that particular time. when its over, the shadow starts to creep back. so i think by having a new shadow, creating new history would would enlighten this burden of sadness. so yeah. a new shadow. so start creating history dear.

when you're different. you have to face the fear of being lonely. people said that loneliness doesn't kill, it makes you stronger. yeah it doesn't kill you but it crawl back into your mind and tear down all your strength. so you need to be stronger than loneliness. i see my sister surviving loneliness with God by her side. i think im off the path. i need to get back on the path. though not pious but i guess something is better than nothing. only through experience i believe these strength would be obtained.

i don't have resolution but i have plans. plans. like a lot. i might be too ambitious this year. one never know he's true potential. so this year is a "challenge-year". to go against all odds. to achieve what i have not achieve all this while. like Becca said, "this year i must be happy, NO MATTER WHAT". simple but strong. very deep. thanks Becca. and alhamdulillah.