guess you are the lonely one

hmm. sometimes. i yearn for those 3words to be said to me. last time, i think, without such word, i'm gonna be lonely. but you know what kawan-kawan? there's so many kind of love out there that you can take and fill it into your heart that you wont feel lonely. undeniable fact that in the end you still want to have such feelings that can be best interpreted by R&J, Romeo and Juliet. but hey, i am still living and definitely not looking for anyone. once i start looking, every wall that i build is useless. so yeah its stupid. i rather focus on things that i can hold and build. like new friendship, old too. and of course, existing love from family and friends.

waiting for one person that can crush your wall and dominate your heart is tiring.