epiphany and choice

i had so much fun on the 21st. dearest friends paid a visit. we laugh throughout the whole night and that night ends up with tragedy that change my life in a split second.

the title goes epiphany. credits to my lovely friend who thought me that word. sudden realization. for the past few weeks, many things happened to me. i become someone i want to be. which is something i cant afford. so decision made to go through the easy way. i get whatever i want with breaking people's heart. no such feeling of guilt but there's a moment when i stop and think about whatever i am doing and that moment goes away easily as what offered is full of temptations. i go with the flow. i cherish every moment though i know its wrong.

choice. perfectly explained by intan. life is about choice. every day we face situation that demand us to make decision. in a way life is very objective. macam exam. salah jawapan fail la. same goes to life. every decision that we made will result us something.

alhamdulillah in this holy month, i hope that i my answer to my issuesare right. how i wish its a perfect answer. but there's always barrier to it. lust, wants, temptations and the list goes on and on and on. with me turning 19, i hope i can be a better teenager that make a wise decision in every issue. let my last year of teenage be the best year of my life.

thank God.

adios

alhamdulillah.